you were the one that made
me strong;; made me stand up
on my own;; with every cruel
intention, you helped me find
my independence.
It's probably the wrong time to tell you this,But..well..maybe its the perfect time. I realizehow incredibly confusing things are between us right now. I can't even begin to explainour relationship. You probably can't either.But I just want you to know that if you everneed me, I'll always be here for you..all you have to do is ask. Cause the roads that we take can confine us or set us free. You know what it is you want, you're just afraid to goout and get it because you're afraid of failing. Fuck that. Fuck your fear. You know what you want, which is a hell of a lot more than other people can say. So don't be afraid or ashamed, just go out and get it. you never know how strong you are untilbeing strong is the only choice you have Im not going to stress over you anymore.it isnt worth it. I tried to work something out, but you just ignored it. I'm not trying to say I dont want you because <3 <3 <3I definitely do. All im saying is im done chasing after you. One day you're going to want that girl. The girl that knew
she wasn't perfect but tried to be perfect for you. The girl
that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth
it because something was better than nothing. The girl who
wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving
you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your
flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. The girl
who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though
sometimes you probably deserve it. The girl who saw
past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that
no one else has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes
she may never have your heart, but will carry the image
of you in hers forever. The girl that sees this and still
loves you. The girl that should have you, but doesn't.
When "your song" comes on the radio ; turn
the station. When the day comes that he realizes
what a mistake he made & tries calling ;
turn your phone off. When he tries coming
over ; don`t answer the door. Think of the
broken promises, the lies, the manipulation,
& the tears, the wasted moments. Think
about how your heart used to jump when your
phone would vibrate in the middle of the
night, & how it felt to your stomach when
you saw it wasn`t him & realized once again he
hadn`t called when he said he was going to. People are gonna want you,need you, exceed you, take you,love you, hate you, play you,rate you, save you, and break you.but thats what makes you. When you look at a person, any person,remember that everyone has a story.e v e r y o n e has gone through something that has changed them. Don't w a s t e your time regretting all your wrongs . Know that in the end, you'll get what your heart longs. try not to risk it all ; don't stumble; don't fall; take the t i m e to read the writings on the w a l l . hold your head high; don't be afraid to say goodbye. stay true and be you. do everything there is to do. live life to the fullest and never look back; * there is a reason for the future and a reason for the past. love till it h u r t s ; laugh till you c r y . and when your life flashes before you die, b e h a p p y f o r w h a t y o u ' v e d o n e , be happy for what you've overcome, and most of all, be proud of what you have become. <3
Your charactar is based on what you stand for,
your reputation is based on what you fall for.
What's sad is when you finally realize that you can't trust anybody but yourself.